life and times in new york

so hi everyone im in new york so i prolly wont be postin that much but just trust im having an incredible time :)

Lessons

Appropriatley titled, these following things are lessons i have learned while out here in arizona:

Its really really hot....

Its really never cold....

I love the big city and the suburbs....

I dislike small towns, they are unconvenient...

Ive found my calling and passion and finetuned it....

Ive learned to love....

Ive learned heartache...

Im learning how to mend heartache...

Ive learned to play the piano...

Ive learned to type...

I havent laerned to tipe wel,,,

I have learned how to write music and in so finding meaning in life...

Ive learned that tears are filled with love...

Ive learned that goodbye is never goodbye that its only see you later...

Ive learned that people change and so do I...

Ive learned that basically where ever you go people all want the same things: love, somone to love, some way to show love...

Ive learned that grades arent everything but they are extremely important....

But most of all i have learned that people are important and that thinking of others before yourself can lead to better situations for yourself....so dont be selfish and dont hog the thunder....just love people around you and they will love you back.

Answers.....

Ok so the first thing you undoughtedly thinking as you take a look at my blog is the title: who or what on earth is butterbean and what does it mean. well you may think it a very unfortunate nickname however the story is actually one of victory.....

So one night me and dad were sitting on the couch laughing at jokes me and him were making and also at stupid commercials on television. Well through some kind of plot twist in our conversation my dad begins to reminice of when he used to as a boy my age want a pinto(the car not the bean) me being automotive equivalent of a two year old assumed he was talking about wanting to ride around in a pinto bean.....i know my stupidity astounds even me sometimes. We had a great laugh and then while we were euphorically high i started calling my dad pinto....this time it meant the bean not the car.....this was the most unfortunate nickname i think.

In our out burst my father looks over at my mother who is hermit to the computer....in fact the very one im posting on....and he says: "You can be my wife Lima! As in Lima Bean!" well my mom threw a ,"Your a Dumbtard" look at my dad and we both continued to cackle. As it died down i got to thinking: "Hmmmmmm, i wanna stupid nickname too..." so after some quick thinking i proclaimed: "I shall be dubbed prince Butterbean!" .......I dunno in my mind it was better than the other two but i guess that verys from person to person cuz my parents got a kick out of it and so did all my friends.

The name stuck with me and i started to put that on everything as a memoir of some goodtimes shared with my family the people i love the most.....I guess i dont really care that its the wierdest and grossest nickname its mine and im proud!

Strangely enough there is a humongus boxer with the same name....those of you with knowledge of my propotions might find this ironic.

woo hoo it works

ok so i know i already posted today but i had to comment on how i just figured out how to post on my phone....aggggghhhhh! im doing it right now its so cool

Confessions

I have a confession to make.......I am a cellphone-aholic(VaVa calls me the cell phone whore). This is unhealthy obsession, I am willing to admit, but I am not willing to give it up: I love cell phones to much:) Call it rationalization or what have you but its not that big of an interference with life.....ok thats a lie i would say that 65% of what i say or do has to envolve cell phones in some way(the rest is divied up with: 30% music and 5% everything else). But i mean come on most american teenagers like, use, and even depend upon cell phones. My problem is that I'm extremely obbsessive with them. Cell phones are pretty cool though i think we can all admit they are the best devices ever to be created i mean even simple cell phones open up a whole world of convenience not known to mankind before their time....and then there is the god of all cell phones the end all be all: Iphone. I mean who wouldnt stoop to some level to get one they open up like, the whole universe right at your fingertips. The variety of apps is life changing!

OK OK maybe I'm being a little melodramatic( those percentages arent exact by any means). I think a very big reason that i like them is because they connect us in so many ways i mean we can text call mms or send video...its intense. But also thegive us the ability to talk to people. When you meet someone for the first time you can strike up a conversation about cell phones and immediately the two of you can connect on a very basic level.....hahaha at least thats what i do(pretty much all of my greetings are cell phone related just ask my friends).

OK so i guess your all wondering what kinda of phone i own well currently and tennatively its the lg voyager. How I came to get this phone is a long story, in fact technically i have had this phone

twice. It all started christmas of 2008 where my parents bought me a blackberry storm, it was very very nice but had a few unusable glitches. it would lag while i was texting and i would have re program it through verizon every couple of days because it got so slow. i decided to trade the voyger and loved it for about two weeks and then i started to miss the storms browsing capabilities so i used my moms upgrade(she never uses hers she has a pink razor and loves it to death) to switch to a white touch screen windows mobile phone....windows mobile suck the only thing good about is their browser but other than that they are so slow and when i plugged it into our home computer it erased all of our files AGH! i was so heated and so was my mom but luckily everything was backed up so we didnt just loose evrything. So i then traded that phone for the dare an lg touchcsreen it too was nice and texting was nice but i got tired of all touchscreen and so me and a friend from work traded(he too was a cell phone junky) and i got his samsung glyde....this too was a huge mistake samsung also makes terrible phones and that was a hot mess. My dad having pity and my old voyager hand-me-down decided he would trade.... a week later he switched over to an old env of mine and loves it....ever since then i have had the voyager good old and faithful. however being the addict i am i am on the prowl once again.....

Hehehehe i like the looks of the new env but i dunno maybe i hsould quit cold turkey......

Demi is the love of my life and I'm going to marry her....she just doesnt know that yet?

Ok so the name of this goddess is Demi Lovato (as if you couldnt tell)

MY first Post

So i guess hi to nobody cuz no one is following yet but eventually i think that i can post and stuff an people will actually read anyway thats my hope....im also doing this to stay in touch with my friends and hopefully connect them to new ones!